I am learning to heal my own broken heart instead of waiting for someone else to save me.
In the pit of despair, in the darkest hour, and on the verge of falling apart, I am learning to hold onto the tiny spark of hope that lies within me to never give up. I am learning to trust in my strength that I am strong enough to survive this heart wrecking loss. I am learning to accept that ultimately at the end of the day, I’m the only one who can pull myself together and heal the hurt that was inflicted upon me.
I am learning to have faith in the higher power and that whatever I’m going through now, there is a reason for it and I’m trusting that I’m going to the place I’m supposed to be. I am learning to be patient and accept that recovery isn’t linear and there are going to be difficult days when I can barely get up to face the day.
I am learning to accept the finality of goodbye and seeing the beauty in it.
Because walking away is the best thing I can do for myself. And slowly day by day, I am starting to see why. ✨ ...